*21 QUESTIONS!!!!
Dec 10, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPC02iV_DZ4

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good evening you guys
it is 6:20 on Sunday evening as you can
tell I have not blogged today once again
it has just been one of those days once
again where Amy just this last couple of
days has just seriously been a struggle
not a struggle in vlogging but just a
struggle in general because I haven't
been out I mean I I've been out of the
house clearly I mean I went to Walmart
last night and you know did a couple
things the day before but I just haven't
really liked today for sure I just
didn't feel like doing anything and as I
kind of told you guys earlier huh
okay not right now go shopping not right
now shut my door please
you know I am not feeling a hundred
percent it's the women know what I'm
talking about
so I just was not like completely
willing to do anything all he had some
business to do today so of course he
went took care of that stuff and I
stayed home and worked on laundry
because ya know I don't know again how
it works but somehow like six loads of
laundry accumulated and within like two
days two days two days don't know how
don't why I really don't understand it
but two days you guys two days so I
worked on laundry I worked on getting my
room this room organized I went through
my shelf and organized all of my DIYs
stuff because it's just like everywhere
just thrown everywhere and so I read it
all and put it all back the way it needs
to be and why
oh no you can't cut that it will
doubloon will pop the balloon will pop
you can't do that go play with it no you
can't honey it won't it will pop let me
see it
what are you you want the stick off let
go let go
the kids got balloons from always friend
and you know how that works
oh yeah you can't take it off baby you
have to keep it on there that's just
part of the way that it worked there
okay go shut my door so anyways I
organized the DIY shelf mentor stuff
cleaned up this room and listed a whole
bunch of stuff online of like things
that I've had in my cover for like ever
and a lifetime and I just like you know
what these are probably great little
Christmas gifts that people can get her
loved ones because this just gonna
continue to sit in my drawer for the
next you know 10 years so like I posted
this watch brand-new brand-new but you
know just sits in here I've got you know
little bracelets I have another well I
have two of these kind of watches again
brand new has never even been turned on
just new so I posted those and they're
actually selling fast I actually put it
on the boy I have a pair pair of
earrings that I posted brand new so I
mean how many years person so I put it
on my auction site
just like boo boo boo boo boo people
were throwing options and are bitten so
that'll be nice I was I need to get rid
of some stuff clearly I have got to like
just clean some stuff out so I can just
bring more stuff in but no I'm trying to
earn as much money as I can to help
purchase like my press machine and stuff
like that you know because I mean it is
200 bucks and I don't want to have to
you know spend that much if I can make
up some money you know and it helps the
situation a little bit so anyways yeah
that's what I did today and then did a
little bit more work on the business
cake go sit down but please shut my door
I worked some more on my business or you
guys are bumping around I have you guys
gonna propped up a little bit on my
pillow my pillow so bear with me and I
think my husband's gonna bring my dinner
to me I am actually gonna eat with you
guys because he already ate with his
friend I am the only one that has not
eaten in this house today so he made me
I went ahead and I did have him go ahead
and make the bread for the whole while
she for me um just cuz I haven't eaten
anything I literally have been up since
9:00 o'clock and it's 6:30 I haven't
even eaten you guys I mean I think I've
had a few snacks but just like I had a
half of a banana
I drank tons and this is like my fifth
water and these are 32 ounces no sorry
these are 20 ounces right well it
doesn't say but I'm pretty sure this is
20 ounces so I drink tons of water today
I'm just trying to flush myself and I
have my MRI tomorrow which I am dreading
I'm so dreading it I don't want to do it
but I know I need to I know it has to be
done so we can figure out what's going
on with us like
but yeah and then I'm so more nervous /
annoyed we're really bad because I don't
know if you guys are familiar with the
business paparazzi and if you're not
it's not the business that I'm
frustrated with but you can buy jewelry
and stuff for five dollars a piece and
it's like nickel free and lead free it's
really nice jewelry I quite a few
items from them through a friend of mine
that sells it and she does an amazing
job but she's had some family stuff that
has come up and so she hasn't been able
to sell it for a while now and so there
was a lady on my facebook that read like
had come I don't know how I know that we
were friends on Facebook but I didn't
know that she did paparazzi well anyways
she had contacted me I don't know
27th of November and she invited me to
her paparazzi party online so I was like
yeah you know that's fine you know they
do live so it's not a big deal what they
do I get down get down they do lives I
know again I don't know how familiar you
guys out here how familiar you guys are
with it or whatever but they do like
live shows on their Facebook's and they
can sell the stuff and all of that well
anyways so this lady invited me to our
paparazzi party and I was like oh I'll
just go and check it out you know
because again like I was saying my
friend that normally sells it she hasn't
been on for a few weeks so I thought
well I'll just see what's new you know
what's kind of been selling because
every I think every week they're
changing stuff all the time so anyways I
got on there and they sometimes they'll
do like these fun drawings and things
like that you can win send it is so I
owe
hers was you pick a number between this
number and this number and if you get
the number you get free shipping or
something so it's not bad
and but you know clearly I want to know
what it's for you know I wanted to know
what the shipping was so I had kind of
know what I was you know getting into
so anyways um I picked the number and I
won so I got free shipping and so she's
like well if you find anything that you
want just let me know and so it would
just be the purchase of whatever it is
that you want which everything is five
dollars so I was like okay that's a
great bill so I found a necklace that I
truly truly liked and so I bid an art
not bid I claimed it and we we went
through the process of you know you go
through PayPal you pay the five dollars
and then once she gets the five dollars
which it should go immediately through
it will you'll be able to should they'll
ship sorry they will ship the product
out to you so we did all that we did the
transaction and everything and about I
say like fifteen minutes later I got an
email from my bank that said that I
needed to clarify if I was giving
permission for this person to run a
transaction through my account because
it looked suspicious and I thought
that's kind of weird you know like I've
never had that before but okay so I you
know I okayed it I didn't think anything
more about it and so I asked her I
emailed her or I messaged her and I was
like hey I'm were you able to receive
the money and she said yeah I sure did I
said okay great so um then she asked me
for my address so she can mail out this
stuff I was like yeah so I gave her my
address and um the next day I emailed
her and I said he's you know I was just
wondering if you were able to get the
necklace shipped off and she was like
I'm gonna do it tomorrow I said okay
that's fine
so the next day comes around I didn't
message her but the following day went
around and I was like oh oh a message
her and just asked if she did it so I
asked her she did she said yes so I'm
like okay so that was last Tuesday
and here we are today which today is
Sunday okay I get it
but we're on Sunday this happened this
started this whole process started on
the 27th of November you guys she I have
not received my necklace and I am just
sitting here like okay what oops okay
what shut the door
like what happened you know because she
took the five dollars then the bank
contacted me or you know through email
and said that I was suspicious
she says she mailed it but yet that was
like a week ago like it shouldn't take a
week we're all in the same United States
and the weather is not bad at that point
so now I'm just sitting here like okay
so I messaged her last our tonight I
messaged her I was like hey I was just
curious because I still haven't received
my items can I get a tracking number so
if she does not contact me by tomorrow
morning with a tracking number I will be
calling paparazzi I will be giving them
her name and letting them know that she
fraud 'only took money out of my account
without sending my product to me and I
will if it takes me I will press charges
against five dollars nobody is gonna get
away with stealing money from me that is
absolutely unacceptable it's not okay
I'm just beyond shocked
I guess that because I've never had
something like this happen to me like
everybody that I have dealt with has
always been very honest so I've never
dealt with someone being shady with
their business especially their business
but I don't think paparazzi would
approve of someone being like that in
their company so I am definitely going
to be reaching out if I don't hear
something from by tomorrow and I will be
making a claim because yeah this is like
totally not okay but I am just like
I don't know I don't know how I'm
supposed to feel am i you know am i
angry no I mean it's is it all is it
much no it's only five dollars but
that's five dollars that's my money
you know I purchase something and you're
obligated to send me the item I
purchased cuz you took the money had she
not taken the money then I would just
 whatever just let it go but she
took my money and that's where I'm very
irritated you know if you could not
afford to send me my item because it's
more than the shipping you should have
never offered it was a cyber monday and
no it was a Black Friday bill so it's
like then if you couldn't do that you
should have never did a Black Friday dil
on your business because paparazzi
doesn't make you do things like that as
far as I know so anyways yeah that's
kind of what I have been going through
today because I'm just really irritated
about it um but I also was sitting here
and I was like what would be something
fun to do with you guys tonight like
there's got to be something I can do fun
so I was googling up some I don't even
know I was googling something and 21
question game popped up and I thought
hey that would be kind of fun to play
with you guys
so I am gonna do 21 questions let's see
how many of them that I can answer
without like you know being like too
much or too gushy or yeah I don't know
what these questions are I have never
even looked at them so let's look at
these together first question do you
think the convenience of Technology is
worth the loss of privacy that comes
with it Wow for the being the first
question mmm that was pretty interesting
um do you think the convenience of
Technology is worth the loss of privacy
that comes with it um on different
levels I guess I feel differently
because okay for instance the
convenience of Technology I guess it
would be kind of what what privacy are
they talking about if you're talking
about YouTube that's my choice to put
what I want to put out there and it's my
choice to be a u2
it doesn't have to be I mean I don't
have to but it's my choice to be so for
that yeah I'm totally okay with it um
the convenience of Technology being
worth the privacy loss for doing what we
did just the other day was me giving up
my information to this lady ya know
because this thing's got a lot of my
information I don't know where it all
meant is it okay to sacrifice one life
to save ten if you said yes would you
change ants which you change the answer
if the one life was a friend's life and
the ten were strangers if no why not oh
gosh they lives they just straight-up
asked our questions at the beginning um
is it okay to sacrifice one life to save
ten oh dang I said I didn't wanna know
what worried good she questions um is it
okay to sacrifice one life to save ten
what a question um no no reason why is
because it's not my choice to serve
that's not my choice um I guess if
you're talking if you were on a boat and
you have one person that fell off the
boat and you've got ten on the boat that
need to get to the dock before the boat
sinks I guess I would say yeah but I
don't know if you don't know how to
answer that you guys because I hope and
pray I would never be in that position
but I don't I think I would try and save
everybody and it would probably end up
me being a dead one but I mean I don't
know how to answer that if the one life
was a friend's life that part I don't
think would matter
I mean it wouldn't matter god please
hold on let me rephrase that it's not
that it wouldn't matter but ever
life to me is special and is precious in
its own ways so whether it be a friend
or not a friend I guess it would just
all depend upon the situation what was
going on in the situation before I could
say yes or no because I there would be
multiple different scenarios could mean
different answers in my book but I mean
I'm not gonna sit there and be like well
yeah I'm gonna throw one person out and
save 10 to save my own but no that's not
how I'm that's not how life works what
are the consequences of everyone having
instant direction oh wait hold on what
are the consequences of everyone having
instant distraction at their fingertips
um many things honestly you could if
you're - again it's a broad question are
you talking about consequences of having
destruction being on your phone while
you're driving you could take a life you
know you could hurt somebody severely
you could hurt yourself
you know so yeah there's major
consequences but again what distraction
are you talking about
like last night I'm sitting there on my
phone not paying attention I'm in the
motor scooter or whatever the heck those
things are called looking down at my
phone and whoop there goes me running
right smack to the guy in front of me
because it wasn't paying attention had
to his wife turned around and soft me a
good one I probably would have deserved
it because I was looking at my phone but
I mean that's a consequence because here
I slammed right into this poor guy
standing there but I wasn't paying
attention I was looking down at my phone
now when I'm driving that's not what
happens you guys already know that I I
put my phone I mount my phone to my
phone and hold her and that's just where
my phone goes um what should they teach
in high school but don't I don't know so
much what they don't already teach in
the reason why is because so much has
changed since I was even around high
school but I tech you know
technically did not go to school um I
mean I never went to public high school
so I don't really know I I have no idea
but I guess I would say maybe like life
skills of the real world you know I I
think there's a lot of things that high
schoolers come out thinking totally
different and hmm
it's a rude awakening when they have to
learn everything about life outside of
just being closed into a high school and
having mommy and daddy doing everything
for them
so maybe life outside of being in high
school and being under mommy and daddy's
fingertips
I would think which movie or book do you
think is ridiculously overrated
which movie or book do you think is
ridiculously overrated I don't know
honestly I would not even have the
slightest slightest answer to that one
who would you most likely wait who would
you most like to sit next to on a
10-hour flight and why well I would say
one of you and why because I get to know
you guys better uh or my husband not my
kids no no I don't want to sit next to
my kids for ten hours on a flight no
anybody else could have them but also
next to my husband are you guys what are
two things you know you should I really
wish I could read tonight what are two
things you know you should how to do but
don't what would help if they typed it
right what are two things you know you
should know how to do but don't read huh
somebody clearly needs how to learn how
to type um what are two things you know
you should know how to do but don't
drive a stick-shift
a manual I think it's very important
especially with my husband's business
because there have been days where my
husband really could have used my help
and I wasn't available can't drive stick
I was taught how to drive a stick within
a matter of like a half an hour for my
brother but yeah that just did not work
out in my favor and so and I think I
already told you guys that story so yeah
and I think cooking would be another one
I could probably use I wish that I knew
how to cook but I was never really
taught how to cook I you know I was
taught I well what I do know I pretty
much taught myself and it's pretty much
just you give me box dinners I can make
those great but no I I wish I knew how
to like really cook like a Betty Crocker
type of cooking I really wish I could
because I you know I would love to be
able to cook Olly and my family these
hot cooked Mills you know and I see
these wives that are in the kitchen and
cooking you know fresh bread and that's
always been my dream to be that wife you
know and that mother that stands in the
kitchen and cooks the fresh bread and
you know has these amazing dinner's on
the stove and husband comes home and
sits down to a nice hot cooked meal and
your kids are sitting there all excited
because they love mommy's cooking and it
just tastes like a restaurants cooking
that was that's my jeering but haven't
hit it yet you have $100 to burn all
your friends are busy and you have the
whole day to yourself what would you do
well first of all that would sound
amazing
second of all I would go to the dollar
store I would go to the dollar store and
I would live it up I would get a whole
bunch of DIY things you could do some
serious
damage in dollar store with $100 so yeah
I would go to the dollar store what
makes you say what was I thinking when
you look back on your life hmm that's a
good one um you know I don't do a lot of
that because you know what happened in
the past that I always use as a learning
to you know a learning tool and a
learning tactic you know I think that
it's something that makes you a better
person every single day in your life is
the things that you did in the past
whether it be something of a good choice
bad choice whatever but what what makes
you say what was I thinking when you
look back on your life I think when I
and I don't even think I've ever told
you guys the story um it's not really a
funny story I'm not proud about it at
all and I you know I still have to take
care of a lot of things that because of
it but when I was being stupid and in
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2005 I shoplifted from Walmart first
time well no yeah first time ever
shoplifted in a store at all ever sold
at all of course you know you've got
dummy written across your forehead
you're gonna be spotted out because I
don't know how to still so of course I
know what I was doing and I went into
the store and I got some makeup I got
some pajamas for a friend of mine I
can't even remember what else I got just
stupid crap stupid stupid stupid stuff
stupid and I got caught I'm walking out
of the store someone grabbed my cart and
said hey ma'am
I believe you might have gotten some
stuff that you didn't pay for and I'm
like oh no no I paid for everything and
they took me into this special room and
searched my bags found everything that
was
not purchased and they told me if I told
the truth that they would not call the
cops
so I of course I mean of course I was a
blubbery mess I was bawling my eyes out
scared as a crap and told them
everything you know from detail to
detail and well here comes Marion County
officer walking in the room and I'm
thinking whoa wonder why he's here I'm
thinking maybe it's just a common thing
that they have to come and do a report I
had no idea so about five minutes after
he got there they were doing some
paperwork and stuff and the officer says
ma'am you need to stand up put your
hands behind your back and I'm like
looking at I'm like I'm not getting over
it I told the truth
and how they did they still arrested me
even though I told the truth which I'm
glad that they did you know I think it
was a great learning thing and you know
I I was taking a job that night and I
was held for I don't even know it was um
it was a while though um scared out of
my mind just scared out of my mind I was
in the holding cell with some chick that
was drunk throwing up everywhere is
about ready to die over and had to go to
a court couple like a week later I had
to pay a whole bunch of restitution
fines which costed way more than what i
stoled I had to stay out of Walmart for
a year and then when my year was up I
wrote Walmart the executive owner of
Walmart er I don't know who it was but
someone from Walmart
show them that I paid all my
restitutions that I did everything I was
supposed to do that I had not been in
the store and over a year and apologized
apologized apologized told them I would
never ever ever do it again which I've
never done it again it was a very stupid
stupid thing that I
and that I learned my lesson and I got a
letter in the mail about three days
later welcoming back into the store they
just told me you know what I did wasn't
okay and to never ever repeat it or I'd
be taken out of their store for life and
I never ever ever ever imagined myself
doing today ever again and I never have
I mean I double-check every piece of my
items and my cart every time I go in the
store and out of the store like it just
never even I mean it stays in the back
of my head like it was a lesson learned
and it was a lesson learned well and for
the longest time I wasn't gonna tell my
kids about it but then I thought no you
know what I am gonna tell my kids about
it
because I hope because of my mistake
that they'll learn from that and they'll
never ever ever have to make that
mistake for themselves and it was not a
fun site putting a big fat woman in the
back of the police car first of all was
the most painful thing ever
I had bloody wrists from the handcuffs
digging into my skin I had just had my
nose pierced like a week before that and
the female officer was like once I got
to the jelly you have to take your
piercing out I'm like I can't I'm like
it's like I just got a ton she's like
well I don't care you gotta figure it
out I couldn't figure it out I couldn't
get it out I really honestly God could
not get it out
oh she figured it out she got some
pliers and ripped that sucker out of my
nose I had blood dripping down my face
it was just horrific and it was
definitely a life lesson learned but I
do ask myself what was I thinking why
did I even have to make that mistake to
learn such a huge lesson but had I not
maybe I would have continued to continue
to make bad mistakes are not mistakes
with bad decisions I mean it was a
mistake doing it the first time but if I
would have continued it wouldn't have
been a mistake anymore it would have
been just poor choices
but it was a lesson learned and I've
never done it ever again and yeah it was
it was pretty bad
um how useful would you be in a zombie
accomplice a couple cop okay y'all know
apocalypse what skills do you have that
would help you and others survive none
none you all better make sure that if
you see a fat chick running ahead of you
there is something following her because
there would be nothing else in this
world to make me run as fast as ever
unless I seen some zombie coming after
my butt mm-hmm nope nope nope nope I
would not be anybody's help I would be
running and trying to climb on
everybody's backs to save me there would
be no help for me me none so don't even
look at me for help because I'll be
looking at you all for help that was a
good question okay go put it away please
here okay here here take it go shut my
door what is something you've done that
you wish you could undo you know I don't
I don't really think there is anything
that I wish I could have undone because
even like this the shoplifting even
though it put me through the most
scariest thing it not only was a
learning thing for me but also something
I can use for my kids and it definitely
I think helped me stay on the road of
where I am today because of it because I
got a taste of just sitting in that jail
watching a chick throw up next to me I
just wanted to scream it was so
disgusting and then about I don't know
15 minutes before they called me out
there was another chick that was brought
in and she's sitting there talking just
having
it's conversation with herself so I have
one chick vomiting on one side of me
another chick talking to herself and I'm
thinking I did not belong in this place
whatsoever
and I never wanted to go back so yeah
there is nothing that I would want to
undo what inscription do you want on
your gravestone oh gosh um the best
youtuber um no I I don't know I don't
think about that stuff I really don't I
just leave that for my family to deal
with when that time comes I just I don't
know I don't like thinking about it but
I guess you could say something probably
along the lines of a loving mother and a
loving wife best friends I hope I make
an impact in people's lives you know I I
don't know I really don't know what is
something that can't be taught
and can only be learned with age um I
think maturity maturity I think is one
can be learned with age
I think responsibility is something that
really count I mean it can be taught but
I think a lot of it has to be
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experienced you know because I think
over time I think everybody has a sense
of responsibility but I think it comes
to a point in life where it will take
its course when you hit that point in
life where you've gotten older and
really understand life understand its
responsibilities and understand
everything that comes along with it so I
think those would be the things that
could be learned with age versus just
being taught over time if you could be
born again and choose what nationality
gender raised to be what would you
choose and why um I think I would be
just who I am
I am Who I am because God wanted me to
be Who I am and I don't think that I am
a mistake I don't think that Who I am
needs to be changed and obviously I am
proud of Who I am
you know have I always been perfect of
course not I vote aye I've had flaws I
still have flaws you know I'm still
learning in life Who I am and what I am
and how I want to be but I don't think
that I just like that enough to say that
I would want to be somebody else if you
could live your life again knowing what
you do now what would you change that
would be kind of that
I think I would want him to have be able
to meet Olly at an earlier age a younger
age so we would have more time in life
together and be able to build a better
life you know because honestly I mean we
have a good life don't get me wrong but
you know I feel like sometimes me and
him both look around and we see these
younger couples you know that are
already buying homes and seem like they
have so much to you know already put
together and stuff and we look at
ourselves and we're like you know we're
getting you know we're getting to those
points but we're not they're a hundred
percent but then I have to remind him
all the time sweetie you didn't get here
until just how many years ago you know
you were already how old I was already
how old you know we're starting
basically from start you know we're
starting from where we would have if we
would have come out of high school and
we're having to start way later in life
so yeah you know were in our late 30s
but it's not because we screwed around
or you know weren't being responsible
it was literally because we didn't meet
each other until in our late 20s so of
course we're having to do those things
later so I guess the thing would be is
to have met Olly earlier in life that
way we could have built a better lie
built the life we have both started at
an earlier age so by the time we were in
our late 30s to early 40s we would
already have our home purchased and be
able to be doing more with our
businesses and things like that
how much do you change when you know no
one is around no I don't change I am Who
I am
hundred percent transparent all the time
I don't need to change how much do you
know about the world outside your
country honestly not a whole lot not a
whole lot I know some but I choose to
not step too far into it because
i emotionally can't handle a lot of
negativity and things like that so i try
to do the best to focus on the good
things and the part is positive things
outside of our country but unfortunately
there's not a whole lot of stuff going
well outside of our country so I mean an
even inside our country there's not a
whole bunch going on so well you know
but um I mean honestly I really don't
know a whole lot what is what is a cause
that is worth dedicating your life to
there's many causes
there's many what is the cause that is
worth dedicating your life to I think
just it would just depend on the time
what was coming what would be there at
that moment what should parents stop
teaching their children everybody has
their own tactics of how to be a parent
you know I don't think that there's any
one given way to parent your child that
I think anybody has the right to say
there they should not teach or to cheat
teach but I think one thing I wish that
parents would teach their children more
of is to be more accepting of the
outside world and the the difference of
culture and religion and sexuality am I
saying that you need to paint pictures
and you know murals of you know
different religions in your house no I'm
not saying that but what I'm saying is
just to teach people to be more
accepting and to love more versus not
having so much judgment and I think that
that would right there make such a
difference in this world for a lot of
people just my opinion okay what is
something that many people take
seriously but should it um I think
sometimes people take life sometimes too
serious and I think that sometimes they
shouldn't you know and sometimes I have
to remind all they that like loosen up a
little
but you know loop be a little bit looser
you don't always have to be always on
your a-game you know you don't always
have to you don't always have to be that
serious person 24/7 like enjoy life to
not saying not to be responsible but you
could also laugh sometimes and joke and
it'd be okay and not be that you're
being an irresponsible adult or you know
what simple change could you make in
your life that would have the biggest
positive impact I'm doing it and that's
taking my life back health-wise I think
that that is what's gonna give me my
most positive impact on my own life is
just being able to make those changes so
that I can actually have a life for once
and live a long life last question what
is the most important object you own the
most important object you own I don't
really have any important object I think
everything that I own is very important
to me in some given way I don't think I
have any one given thing but if I had to
really choose one object I would
probably say my phone because I need my
phone to be able to do what I do for you
guys and if there is emergency I could
call somebody for help or you could say
my wedding ring because again that is my
symbol of love for my husband um so
those I I guess I put two in there than
just one but that would be kind of a
tricky question because like I said
everything means something to me there's
not anything in my atmosphere of my area
that is not special to me in its own way
there's always a story behind everything
that I have literally um but yeah that
was fun you guys got to know me a little
bit more um I know today was kind of a
bleep day again it's been a bleep day
for the last couple of days but I hope
you guys are still enjoying them
um hopefully things will start to settle
down we'll get back into routine and
yeah life has just been fairly busy
lately but busy in the in-house area not
so much on the outside but that's okay
it's totally cool nothing to be boggled
about or upset about because though
that's how the cookie crumbles sometimes
but I hope you guys enjoy today and I
really have fun going over those little
questions and getting to answer some fun
ones I think I'm gonna try and do one
with Ollie I think that would be really
fun too so we'll get on that to do that
with you guys
but until then tomorrow I will check in
with you guys I do have my MRI in the
morning so I will check in with you guys
on the way to my appointment I don't
know if Ali's gonna take me if I'm
taking myself not sure yet we were
talking about that just a little bit ago
um because I don't know if minds can be
able to walk to school because it's
gonna be pouring so he probably is gonna
want to ride so most likely all he's
gonna have to probably take me in the
morning but I will check in with you
guys either way I will check in with you
guys when I get out I am really afraid
because I have to lay on my back for an
hour on a little tiny thin bed I am
really afraid of how I'm gonna be
walking out of that place because any
time that I have to lay flat on my back
it pulls my nerves and then pretty much
for the rest of that day I am like
cannot move so we shall see how this is
all gonna go but I will check in with
you no matter what which way around it
by the time I get out of there and let
you guys know I don't think I'll get any
answers tomorrow but um I'll definitely
let you guys know that I am out and give
you guys any updates but either way I'll
check in with you to say good morning so
anyways I will check
I would I would sheesh at I will
chitchat with you guys tomorrow until
then you guys sweet dreams buh-bye
